Long Vacation

五月成了最可怕的一個月份，發生了太多，對於自己、或是家人都成了一個彷似沒發能夠忘記的一月...... 對我來說，我亦開始了一個悠長假期，三年的學習快將結束，來年面對的還是不打算去想了，一切已經不再是你一個人能夠把握、改變。

今天不打算再去談及什麼時裝，所有漂亮的事情; 而是去聊聊過去個多月的感受。

其實我不想去埋怨什麼，討厭什麼，但有時候過不了自己心裡關口就是過不了......

近來，我越來越對中環這個地方產生的惡念，發生的事其實就是發生了，其實過程是一個最令人痛心的事，但往往人喜歡把感情附設在事物上。因為工作關係，我不得不每天都要到這個地方，每一天乘車經過你家附近都令我心頭一點點的失落、一點點的傷心、一點點的憎恨，有時還會感到一點的諷刺。有時候，我會想其實那個人並沒有做過些什麼，只是自己太愚蠢了吧?

開始對工作環境起了一點厭倦，很想在這裡跟某男同事說幾句。我心明白你不是一個白痴的人，但我想跟你說做人成熟點吧! 請別再做令人討厭的事了，我想你心知道店舖小小，有多少個同事，你都知道誰對你好對你差，但你偏要做一些無聊、愚蠢的行為就是白痴。請自重吧!


我不是一名港女，不能否認我就是一名「燥底」的人，你喜歡與否，這是一個很個人的blog，我就愛說自己喜歡的。

xoxo p.

when dream came true....

we always have our own dreams, we long to see the dreams come true. how will it be when the dream come true?

just like Katy Perry, she is a typical American dreamer. after i watched her documentary "Katy Perry: Part of Me", i realize that it is far more difficult to keep your things well. it is hard to be strong and energetic all the time. i am not a super fans of Katy but i true think she is so talented.  this is not only because of her amazing performances. the true is she got her passion on everything. it is so inspired me that she always think in good way. she is a princess in fairy tales. she let me know what passion is. most of the people think that she became a pop famous artist overnight. if you study more on her, you will find that she is such a hard-working girl. she went through so much to be success.

I realize that i should not look back to the past, i should move on. i should learn from the past, and keep on moving on!

xoxo p.

my summer fashion wishlist 2013

sorry, i hate summer. i know many of you guys love summer, beach, sunshine, bikinis etc. all those things, i am not very into. for me, summer is a boring season. i hate stand under the sunshine, and i just can't enjoy the b, swimming. oh! it is impossible for me. i know, this is hard to look good in summer. here's my wishlist in this summer. hope you guys can send me presents which are in this list! :)

Supreme x Comme des Garcons tee

Zara double-breasted blazer 

HARE straight stripe shirt

COS contrast panel shirt

Valentino tote bag

Saint Laurent Paris classic duffle 24 bag

Ray Ban sunglasses

Dan Ward leather sandals

Adidas Originals dragon sneakers

xoxo p.

top 10 you should listen before you die music list

music is my second life, i cannot live without music. music is the most important thing to me in every morning. music gives me energy, she wakes me up from the dreams. these few days, i started to sort up my iTunes. i found that there are so many incredible album that you can listen for the whole life! today, i am here to introduce you all! and i sum up the top 10 you should listen before you die music list.

1. Faye Wong "Di-Dar"

i think you should listen if you are Hong-Konger. this album is a perfect Canton-pop album. the arrangement of music, the performance of Faye are perfection. this is the model of Canton-pop album in the future.

2. Mariah Carey "#1"

i am not a big fans of Mariah Carey. but i cannot deny this is a definitely fantastic classical album. she collected her best music in the decade. she is the only one in the history, all the billboard number 1 songs in the best collaborate album.

3. The Hampdens "The Last Party"

they are the best band i ever heard. they are the most famous one but they are the most beautiful one. this album is like a poem, the poem of teenage. they sing the sadness in high school time. i don't know how to explain this. all you need to just listen it!

4. Madonna "Ray of Light"

she always hit herself. she breakthrough again and again in music. this is the first time, she told us she was not only a dancer, a singer, she is a real artist. she combine the dance, electric, and rock music perfectly (in a gentle way). i think this is not only about the music, this is all about the spirit, the soul and the art of music! Oops! Madonna, you did it again and again.

5.Coldplay "Parachutes"

okay, one sentence: "they were all yellow."

6. Adele "19"

this is the first time we met her. we know that she will be the greatest. and i will always remember the best 19 in 2008 winter. i love this because this is the real Adele.

7. Cheer Chen "還是會寂寞" (Lonely, Still)

this is the best of her, and the most weird Cheer Chen.

8. Avril Lavigne "Under My Skin"

do you still remember the time you crazy for her? i love this album because i can listen the real Avril Lavigne, it is from her truly heart. she touches us with her truly voice, and deep feelings.

9. Celine Dion "The Essential"

no need to say much about this. if you are an resident in the earth, you must listen to her.

10. Hikaru Utada "Single Collection, Vol. 1"

first love, forever and always...


and others...

recently.

好久沒跟大家見面了，這陣子比較懶，加上新年假期惰性更大。首先要說句：蛇年快樂！日日行大運！
另外，NYFW都剛開始不久，不知大家都接下來的fashion week 有什麼期待呢？ 

早前看了Celeste & Jesse Forever，先不論好與壞，但我真的很喜歡片中的音樂！其次，我也梃喜歡片中的情節，輕鬆得來亦不失感性。

究竟，情侶分手就不能成朋友嗎？
我都於愛情這回事，其實不會去抱著太高期望或重視，反正愛情就是很胞弱的事，所以還是 take it easy! 一起為快樂，分手應該要更快樂！情侶分開，朋友之間玩樂也不錯，何必要哭要打？

i knew you were trouble

i know a friend, actually we are not really "friends". we work together, we play together. i would call this workmate, playmate but i use a word "friend" instead of "-mate". he and i like to work together because we have same ideas "sometimes", not all time. i think i know him really well. i will try to work with him to make sure the things well. however, i started to realize there is a serious problem.

i think we mess up the concept of "friends". i can't define the definition of "friends". i just know about how a friend should be. i can't say i am a good friend but a least i did what i can did to everyone. i know, sometimes i am so bitchy and picky. i will judge what my friends did but the judge is came from my kindness heart. i hate people pretend to know about me very well. i am not trying to say i am not welcome to everyone. i am willing to make friends with everyone. but i like to do assortment with people. i will put some people in different group such as "people that i can share my mind", "people that i will kick their ass", "bitches", "disgusting sissy gays" etc.

back to "a friend" of mine, i started to hate him. i don't want to be like this but the devil in my mind told me, 'you should not talk will him', 'you should shame for him', 'you should not do any things for him'...... i try to find some excuse for him but i can't. i don't know what should do? did he do something bad to me? no. did he steal my money? no. did he be rude to me? no. maybe this is very strange, yes, i always think of strange things. maybe, i just do nothing to wait for the feeling's gone. 

i am not going to come up any conclusion after writing this. i hope you guys can give me some advice 

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我認識一位友人，其實我們算不上是什麼朋友。我們一起工作、一起玩。我稱之為同事、玩伴但我會用朋友去稱呼他而不是「同事、玩伴」。我喜歡跟他工作原因是我們有時候會有一些共同的方向。我非常熟悉他，我希望去配合他令事情變得好一點。可惜，慢慢地我發現問題出現了。

我想我們都誤解了「朋友」這個概念。雖然我不懂怎樣去理解這回事，但我知道朋友該做什麼。我不能說我是一位理想的朋友，但起碼我會為朋友做我能做的事。我明白有時候我有點挑剔，我喜歡去評價其他人，但我保證所有都是來自我一顆善良的心。我討厭一些認為很了解我的人，我不是說我不喜歡交朋友而是我喜歡把朋友分類。我會把人分為不同種類，例如：「可以交心的朋友」、「欠打的人」、「八婆」、「過份地嬌艷的同志們」等......

回正題，關於那位「朋友」，我開始討厭他。這是我最不想的情況，但腦入面的魔鬼不斷告訴我:「你不應該跟他說話」、「你應該為他而羞恥」、「你不應該再為他做任何事」...... 我嘗試去為他找一些借口但我不能夠。我不知道該怎樣做...... 他對我做過什麼壞事？沒有。他偷了我的錢？沒有。他對我無禮？沒有。這樣可能很奇怪，是，反正我思想就是奇怪。或者，我應該慢慢等待這種感覺過去。

其實我對此事沒有什麼的結論。但我希望大家給我一些意見，到底應該怎樣辦？

xoxo p.

there always are dreams

there always are dreams. people love to dream about anything, dream about love, dream about life, dream about sex... sometimes, dreams give us energy to go on in this long life journey. but sometimes, dreams just kill everything.

i have loads of dreams. when i was young, i dreamed that i could be a writer to write a best-selling novel which the money was enough for me to spend in my whole life. besides, i dreamed that i could be an artist, a fashion designer, a film director etc.

do you guys love watching "Sex and the City"? i think every girl wants to be Carrie Bradshaw so badly. so, me also! she is a pretty good role model although she is just a character in a series. she had everything that everyone wants. she got a wonderful job, a good husband, a nice apartment, and (this is the most important) a beautiful wardrobe. she is just amazing!

but sometimes, dream is always just a dream. people need to face the reality. i want everything but i have nothing. i have no talent, no money, no beautiful face...... is it means that i need to be a normal person? i don't know. i just know i need to learn more, try more.


“No matter who you are, no matter what you did, no matter where you've come from, you can always change, become a better version of yourself.”  ― Madonna


i don't know when the dream will become true. but this blog is the starting point, i am getting closer and closer. (yes, still. i want to be another Carrie Bradshaw)


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夢一直都存在。人類都總是去幻想，想像關於愛情、生活、性愛等。有時候，夢想給了我們動力去走人生這條漫長的道路。但有時候卻成了一個包袱。我有很多很多的夢。小時候我夢想自己能成為一位暢銷小說作家。我亦夢想自己能成一位藝術家、時裝設計師、大導演等等……你們喜歡看“Sex and the City” 嗎？我想Carrie Bradshaw 是每位女孩的人生目標。我亦一樣！她是一個完美的女性雖然她只是一個虛構的人物。她擁有所有人都想擁有的：一份完美的工作、一位愛她的丈夫、一間漂亮的房子，還有一個美麗的衣櫥！（這是最重要的。）但有時候，夢永遠都只是一場夢。我們總得面對現實。我想要的有很多但可惜通通都沒有。我沒有任何的天份、沒有財富、沒有一副漂亮面孔……人生就只能這樣白過嗎？其實我都沒有一定的答案，但我知道我可以學習更多、嘗試更多。

“No matter who you are, no matter what you did, no matter where you've come from, you can always change, become a better version of yourself.”  ― Madonna

我不知道夢能何時成真。但這裡，這個blog 會是一個起點，我將會走得更近更近。


xoxo p.

TV Series Viva, GIRLS

first of all, i want to thank you my friend, Jimmy. he did a beautiful blog title picture for me, and i love it so much!

since the day i quitted my job, i am a free man! it feels like i become a full time blogger (with no income. oh! this sucks). i almost spend all the time to watch the TV series every day. i finished watching the Korean series, Big, it is good. but i am not very used to watch Korean series. so i back to my favourite American series. since the Gossip Girl ended, i can't find a series that better than "her".

yesterday, i browsed the internet and tried to find any interesting series. Then i found this, the "GIRLS". 

you know HBO always have good series, Sex and the City, True Blood and so on. this is a series about four different girls with different background, and they need to face different problems such as careers, love affairs, dreams etc. it sounds like really old story. but the leading actor and the creator, Lena Dunham, she has a unique angle to tell the teenage story. as she (Hannah) said to her parents in the series, she was the voice of teenage.

i love this series because she uses a humorous way to tell a serious story. and i love all the girls in this series, their performances are so good although they are not pretty and sexy, haha.

i highly recommend this series to you guys! and this will not take much time because there are only 30 mins in every episode. 

xoxo p.

Andy Warhol: 15 Minutes Eternal

被視為pop art 教主的Andy Warhol，這次展覽來的香港當然不能錯過啦! 其實說真我都是一個很膚淺的人，對於pop art 這回事我並沒有太多認識。小時候一直印象都是很多色彩鮮艷的版畫，夢露、金寶湯、the velvet underground banana等等……到後期時候才開始認識到這位教主的名字，與其對流行文化的影響。

回家後，我加更深入去上網尋找他更多的資料。一度被認為是低俗文化，更加稱不上是什麼藝術，但反而他死後作品卻能賣得上過億元。其實有時候很諷刺的是為什麼藝術總是這樣? 又或者不單是藝術，有時候你總是想去做一些自己喜歡的事，總被人去反對、不認同。我會這樣想: 世界有什麼真理不是假設得出來的嗎? 很簡單去，科學就是一件無中生有的學品。沒有人一早知道地球是圓的、沒有人知道有地深吸力、沒有人能看到不存在的空氣，一切都是假設以後再去實證。
或者你會說藝術根本不能夠跟科學去相提並論，但其實我想說的一點就是任何事情的一樣要有假設、有幻想，才會得到結果。正如，藝術都是不斷的幻想才能得到後世的敬仰，反正創作就是無窮無盡。

today i was wearing:

H&M bowler hat

UNIQLO checked shirt

ZARA trench coat

xoxo p.